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Hi everyone 
, long time no read. Hope you have great time 😊
, long time no read. Hope you have great time 😊Last year September 18, my aunt Zena Paules passed away from stage 4 breast cancer at age 53. I didn't get the chance to see her again since the last time I was in the US in 2009 (long story...), not even giving her one last hug. Zena was there since the day I was born and it's really breaking my heart that she's gone too soon and so young...
My Mom is heartbroken as well, she lost one of her sisters so soon and still feels empty even now.
I was supposed to go there to see her when I did the emergency interview (non-immigrant visa) from the US consulate in Helsinki on September 9, 2016 and hopefully be there way before 17th.
But... I didn't get the visa (long story again 😓) and I lost my chance to see her one more time.
I'm still feeling sad that she is gone but I have to keep being strong and positive, Aunt Zena would feel the same way too. I pray that in the near future, I will go and visit my family in the US to say one last good bye to Aunty Zena 😢.
Since I cannot visit the US along with my Mom, she already visited our family there to take care of things and safely came back 
. But Mom is definitely going to find the answers and help me fix this visa issue once and for all.
. But Mom is definitely going to find the answers and help me fix this visa issue once and for all.I will do my utmost best to continue drawing very soon. I have already started practicing oil painting at home some time ago and I will keep on doing that.
Wishing all of you a happy, wonderful and a fortunate year and for me as wall
Hi Im still here
Hi Everyone :wave:,
It’s been a long time since I wrote this journal back in... 2017?!
Ok... it’s kind of long, huh?
Sorry for not updating much and not showing some more artworks. A lot of things happen lately.
From previous update, I’ve mentioned before that I am practicing oil painting and I did little bit. I have to be honest, I did one oil painting as a tribute for my aunt’s passing back in 2017 and since then, I’ve kind of hiatus the oil painting practice. It sounds pathetic I know, but like I said before, lot of things happen and kind of lost the motivation.
I even tried to push myself to start conti
Hi, Everyone. No worries, I'm still around :)
Hi everyone :wave:, Hope all is well :)
Sorry that I haven't been much visit in DA ^^;. Lot of things on my mind, first still recovering from my artist's block and then worrying about one of my family members with health issues. We're even thinking that we are trying to visit our family in US (because my aunt is still experiencing with major health problems) hopefully this year. ALSO hopefully this year :pray:, I will finally try to submit university/college admission later once I get my TSC Doctor's approval and fix other issues first.
But anyway, I will try my best to slowly push myself to draw without hesitation and create more original
Hiya, I'm back :D
Hi everyone :wave:
I'm back two days ago from Germany :) .
Good news: my current TSC health is stable, few changes getting better and still no signs of any new grown tumors :D. Yes! :w00t!:. Even though it is stable, it is still monitor. Wish me best :)
Now, I will try to create this year Christmas drawing :)
:holly: Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays and a Happy New year, everyone! :holly:
Hi everyone :) / once again TSC health checkup
Hi everyone :wave:
I'm sorry that I haven't visit DA much or much of artworks this year for that matter. Just like what I mentioned from my last journal in April (oh boy... ^^; ), I'm just taking a break (a long break ^^; ). I know it kinda sound silly and wasting time, but it will take time and try push to myself a little. At least I still do some research for my characters and its story concepts while break. But I have feeling that next year might be different in a good way :D . I think I will start draw something for this year Christmas celebration.
Anyway tomorrow, I am heading to Berlin, Germany again for my yearly TSC health checkup.
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welcome back Madonna and my condolescenes to you and your family as well. Hope that 2017 will be at least a 1000 times better than 16!